Morning

I am awake, but not alert. My head hurts and of course I dont want to go into work. :) Last night we played Grave Robbers from Outer Space. It was alot of fun. I won. *grins* Caritas told me I had to write about one card. All of the cards have cute quotes and saying on them. I played the snack bar on her which means she had to skip her next turn, and the card also says that she had to do to the kitchen to get me something. I liked that card. We also played fluxx with the 3 new rules. Caritas won like 4 times in a row.

I did 3 coupon trades last night. 2 of them from people only charging 1 cent, the 3rd she was charging 3 cents which still isnt bad. I got 2 responses from people wanting 5 cents a coupon. I dont think so. I wish I could get some more of the poptart coupons, but everyone I know uses them. Since they are on sale at Kroger with the coupon it will make them 19cents. I am thinking about getting some potlucks but that will wait till later.

My email address is going to be changing on wed. I will post the new one then. The verizon one will work till the end of the month. Anyone know of any forwarding services for when an email addy goes bibi? Thanks

Now I must get ready for work. *sighs*

Stomach Flops

When will it stop? I think this is one reason I stop exercising. I am excited to go and work out, but then my stomach does flip flops. I start to imagine all sorts of stares and looks. My mind startst to make up the commentary made in whispers behind my back.... "see the fat chick, why is she here? does she think it will help? what is she trying to do? she will just fuck up and gain it all back" The lovely thoughts go round and round in my head. "she had a wendy's single today, and now she thinks working out will help, nothing can help her"

I will not give in to these thoughts and I will go to the Y. I have alot of fun swimming with TS and getting to talk some.

Time at the Y

Once I got to the Y and got to talk to TS the running thoughts in my head stopped. That is what usually happens. We decided to swim, because the workout room was kinda full and the pool was practically empty. There were 2 teenage boys that seemed to decide to jump into the pool every time we were up at the deep end in our lane. (they were next to us) I am exaggeratting though. It was about every 2-3 times we were up there. They got out and went into the sauna after awhile though.

The best thing about today was that I didnt start to cramp up after 20 lengths, or even after 25 lengths. I was actually breathing enough. :) We continued on and did the most in one session we have ever done.....

36 lengths. :) (900 yards) That is alittle over 1/2 a mile!!! TS thinks that eventually we could work up to a mile each time we go. We just have to get alittle faster.