Crashing

[demariana]

I was in a really good mood. Check out my previous posts. I was feeling silly and happy. Suddenly it is starting to crash. Slightly weepy and just out of sorts. Not really sure what caused it. If I could figure it out I might be able to stop or slow it. Could be that I am tired. I did not sleep well last night. I do know a couple of things just hit me wrong earlier tonight. That might have brought the self-doubt and start of the depression. I am still excited about the raise and the fact that we upgraded the dsl speed. That should happen this week. I am also happy about them fixing our phone line so no more static. The repair guy was really nice. Dinner was CiCi's and was pretty good. I also did a Meijer run today and got some really good deals with the 10 for $10 and get the 11th free. Seeing 2 goldfinches at the feeder was also great today. I have lots of good things going for me. Just wish the blahs would go away.

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[peradouro.livejournal.com]

A dew things I've learned. 1) stress is stress be it good or bad. Sometimes I react weird to good things. 2) Usually when I have a seemingly bad reaction to good things is because I had too much caffeine/sugar, poor quality downtime/sleep or too little calories for that amount of work I've done. Empty calories are so easy when you're busy. :p 3) I've this tendency to feel like when good things happen something bad will come along to mess it up. Not really rational but hard to get myself to not feel down for no reason.

Hope you're feeling better :)