Morning

[demariana]

Sleeping did not help. I have never felt like this before. I am sitting here at work close to tears. Everyone around is chipper and such. It is making it worse. I can not muster the energy or glee I usually have at this time of year. I just want to curl up in bed and wait out the season. I am trying so hard to not show this to my coworkers. I just want it to be noon. I also have to put on a good face for tonight. I hope I can sleep in the car on the way to Louisville.

Anyone have any ideas of how to get over this? I am trying to think good thoughts and all that happy horse shit. Something I could do or think? Anything? Maybe I should give a professional a call.

Comments

[melanie.livejournal.com]

goodness. if you can't shake it soon, it might be a good idea to call for help. you can't let it eat your life.

feel better...

[jeshua.livejournal.com]

I wish I could wrap you up in arms and make you feel warm and safe and loved. I hate this feeling of futility.

[jeshua.livejournal.com]

I just realized that I could have worded that better. I do not intend to make you feel guilty. I only want to express that I want so much to help and I can't.

I love you, panthress.

You've been working on it a while ...

[sibylla.livejournal.com]

Well, honey, since it doesn't seem like you can pull your own self out of it (and sometimes we just can't, no matter how hard we try), then maybe it's time to call in a professional and see if you can get some outside help. Gods know we all need it some time or another, but whether we get it is a whole other story. *hugs* Yes, I think maybe you should. You've worked hard this year to take good care of yourself, and this is just another part of that.

If you don't mind, drop us a line and let us know how it goes. We don't comment much, but it doesn't mean that we don't worry.