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demarianaThis isnt exactly what I want to say, but very tired and muddled right now.
The ones I fight the hardest and the most with are the ones I care about the most. Kinda twisted huh? They are the ones that I desire to work things out with. The ones that mean the world to me. I want to make things better. I want to work it out. I know I dont say that enough to them. I am willing to fight with those I love, and who love me. They are worth getting thru the fighting to the problem and getting to the discussion and actually getting better. If I didnt care I wouldnt bother with discussions that could lead to a fight because of high emotions. It isnt worth the trouble or angst that could happen. There are some that I have gotten upset with but because it isnt worth the effort to work it out I have let it go, mostly. We have gone our separate ways. The ones that are important to me are the ones who I will open myself up for heated discussion and fights. Of course because of the fights the ones I love the most are the ones I hurt the most. Isnt that the way.
The ones I fight the hardest and the most with are the ones I care about the most. Kinda twisted huh? They are the ones that I desire to work things out with. The ones that mean the world to me. I want to make things better. I want to work it out. I know I dont say that enough to them. I am willing to fight with those I love, and who love me. They are worth getting thru the fighting to the problem and getting to the discussion and actually getting better. If I didnt care I wouldnt bother with discussions that could lead to a fight because of high emotions. It isnt worth the trouble or angst that could happen. There are some that I have gotten upset with but because it isnt worth the effort to work it out I have let it go, mostly. We have gone our separate ways. The ones that are important to me are the ones who I will open myself up for heated discussion and fights. Of course because of the fights the ones I love the most are the ones I hurt the most. Isnt that the way.
