Sometimes..

[demariana]

...I had bulimia. I would love to just be able to puke my guts out after I eat a really large meal at mcdonalds or some other place. I usually feel sick to my stomach afterwards anyway, why cant I just barf it up. I would feel so much better I think.

(CHEER)
Regurgitate, regurgitate
throw up
all you ate
V-O-M-I-T

My mom use to wonder if I was bulimic because I would usually head to the bathroom after eating. Just to go the bathroom, honest. She finally asked me once though. Like she couldnt tell from the sounds coming from the bathroom that is wasnt someone throwing up.

Hell, I dont even get sick when I drink. The only times I really get ill is when I smell puke. I once was babysiting and the kid spit up over my shoulder, almost in my hair and I had to run to the bathroom holding the baby so that I could barf in the toilet. I then called my mom and decided then and there I never wanted to have kids. That wasnt the only reason I have decided to not have kids, just one of them. Hey, maybe if I get the cats to throwup I could.

Comments

[roina-arwen.livejournal.com]

Believe me, I feel much the same way about the whole bulimia thing sometimes!

Here's another cheer for you:
Chocolate Cake!
Ain't it Great!
Clean your Plate,
Then Regurgitate!