demariana | Doctor Visit

All I seem to talk about on here is medical issues I feel. (mine or my cat) Today it was going to get another opinion about my knees. Same response get weight loss surgery to be able to lose 100 lbs and we will think about doing your knees. We know it is hard to walk since it is bone on bone. We know you cant really do anything but really this is it. You can get more steroid and gel injections or an ablation so you dull you pain. No pain meds though even though they do work. Nothing else. Oh and even though you have an appt scheduled with the doctor we are just going to send in the PA since you are not even worth having the doctor see you.

So I am in a mood right now. In pain and tired and depressed. So tired of getting the 'magic pill' of weight loss surgery pushed at me from all sides. Today in the office they were talking about how one doctor has 89 scheduled in one month. It is the new cash cow and cure all. Why would I want to amputate a working body part? I know horror stories more than good stories.

Tonight I will be having my pity party. Then I will move on and figure out something. Money and time, things I do not have enough of.