A Real Update

[demariana]

I figure I should do a real update. It has been weeks since my last confession. I celebrated my year at my job on Tuesday the 7th and took a 1/2 day since I got my personal time back. I also took a 1/2 day Wed and today. I have not been feeling well at all with the weather. I need to start dealing with it though since it is not going to get better anytime soon. Job has been going pretty good. Once again though the problems I have is not with my customers. It is so not as bad as where I use to work though. I also have faith that things will get better. I was walking home 2-3 nights a week before the heat came and that was nice. Jeshua and I have been thinking about joining the Y, but need to do more research. I am just not sure if I would go enough to justify it. Need to see how busy the place is right after work. I so would not want to have to wait for a machine. I do miss the pool, even though I at this time I still can not really go for a swim. Sometimes I want to find a new doctor and lie thru my teeth when they ask if I have ever had kids. Basically say yes, gave 2 up for adoption and had a miscarriage or something like that. Then maybe they would give me the damn procedure. I am going to get another appt for Aug 30th I think. Just see if I can convince them that I do need this. I picked the 30th since I already have it off.

We are heading to MFM this year. It will be my 10th one. It will also be my 7th anniversary with Jeshua. I am very excited.

Ok, guess that is about it right now. Maybe I will write more later. Is there anything anyone would like to know?

Comments

[vindonnus.livejournal.com]

I don't think you'd know, but I'd like to know this.

[fujerica.livejournal.com]

hmmm.... doctors can usually tell as soon as they look whether or not you've had kids. At the very least, your cervix is never the same after childbirth.

Good luck finding a friendly, sensitive doc who understands your feelings. I don't know about the lady at the Health Dept, I'd start there. She seems really open minded...

[demariana.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know they can tell, but I could dream. :) A friend at work recommended one doctor. I am going to my doctor tomorrow and we shall see.