What a day so far

[demariana]

Came home sick from work. Once again having breakthru bleeding even with the different Birth Control pill. CRampy and all yucky feeling. I was at work for 1.25 hours, and was online less than 1 hour. I had to log off twice because I didnt want to ruin the keyboard. Went to the doctor at 1pm. She will change my BC or I can wait till I see the GYN. I am going to wait it out. She also looked at the bump on the back of my neck and decided it was an infection in my lymph node. I can see that. Gave me a prescription for an antibiotic. The Horse Pill From HELL! Just took one with the subway sandwhich that Jeshua was so sweet to go out and get. Now I am just wavering between feeling semi-good and blah. I do not want to miss Tai Chi. I think I will go and just take it easy. Watch the new moves. Make sure I dont push myself. At least I only have to work a 1/2 day tomorrow. I hate feeling like this though because I have no mind to make decisions. I keep flopping back and forth when I am trying to figure out something to do. Should I or shouldnt I. Then I decide and change my mind 1/2 way thru.