When Shall I learn?

[demariana]

I am trying to figure out the pattern so that when I take a nap this will not happen again. Might be that if I am slightly pissy it brings it. What am I talking about? A bad dream of course. Nap was going great. I was all bundled up and sleeping good. I had a cool dream about my new interest in guns. That was nice. Later though the next dream started. It was based at my old job and they had asked us to come back and take calls for about 1 month. Basically a new extension for those of us that turned down the other one. At home we needed the money so I went. Boy was that a mistake. Everything was different, and I was not even going to be taking calls for the same company it seems. The computers and desks were all old pieces of crap due to them having already moved out the other stuff. Everything was just thrown together. Dirty, nasty and disgusting stuff. I did not even have a phone. At least the headset was clean. I was not sure at first though. Woke myself up I did. Shaking and close to tears. Damn so want to cry. This so sucks. Getting better though. Which is good.