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demarianaI have been napping most of the day away and of course I have some of my worst dreams at this time.
For some reason I was at a hotel or gathering for a high school or college reunion and seeing old friends and just have a pretty good time. I was set up to room with this couple that I could remember but not well from the time at school. They ignored me and gave me evil looks all the time. I finally begged them to tell me what I had done. (damn this dream is fading fast) They both left, and I was crying and holding my love who was with me. When they came back the guy starting talking about how we were an item and that I held his heart and soul in his hand. He gave me himself and we did such in depth things. He was basically saying that I was slave and we were into bdsm. He said in one scene I took his pony tail and cut it right off as a sign that he is mine. I was shaking my head and denying it since I did not get into bdsm till after college. Then he said that is not why he hated me. He was upset because I had given him HIV. I sat up with a start. I denied that saying that I have been tested since college and came back negative twice. That could not be. Then he stated that he has never been tested but on our last night together and in our big fight that is what I said. *shudder*
There was so much more to the dream. It was in color and so vivid. There was another dream where I was helping to track down a killer. That was also very vivid. The problem is these both faded fast. I am only left with the emotions and the faint whisper of the dreams.
For some reason I was at a hotel or gathering for a high school or college reunion and seeing old friends and just have a pretty good time. I was set up to room with this couple that I could remember but not well from the time at school. They ignored me and gave me evil looks all the time. I finally begged them to tell me what I had done. (damn this dream is fading fast) They both left, and I was crying and holding my love who was with me. When they came back the guy starting talking about how we were an item and that I held his heart and soul in his hand. He gave me himself and we did such in depth things. He was basically saying that I was slave and we were into bdsm. He said in one scene I took his pony tail and cut it right off as a sign that he is mine. I was shaking my head and denying it since I did not get into bdsm till after college. Then he said that is not why he hated me. He was upset because I had given him HIV. I sat up with a start. I denied that saying that I have been tested since college and came back negative twice. That could not be. Then he stated that he has never been tested but on our last night together and in our big fight that is what I said. *shudder*
There was so much more to the dream. It was in color and so vivid. There was another dream where I was helping to track down a killer. That was also very vivid. The problem is these both faded fast. I am only left with the emotions and the faint whisper of the dreams.
