Morning

[demariana]

I took today and tomorrow off from work. I was suppose to go in and work a 1/2 day today, but when I got there I just could not stay and converted the 1/2 day to a whole day. I had a fucked up dream this morning between snoozes. It has gotten my stomach all in knots and me jumpy as hell. Shaky is not a good thing to be when taking calls. It is almost like I am scared of my own shadow right now. Heart is still racing at times. The annoying thing is that I so do not remember much of the dream. If I did I think I could work past these feelings quicker.

I have no idea what I want to do today. I do not want to feel like I 'wasted' the day off. Maybe some more cleaning or going thru stuff. Maybe I will do some exercise. *grins* I know I will read some and snuggle a cat or 4. One right now is laying on my arm and trying to get me to pet her. She is purring and just being so cute.

Guess that is about it. Not much to write about. Job is still ending on Nov 30th. I am starting to work on my resume and look at jobs. Bills have been paid. Life has been pretty good. I have to write my intro for a email list I am on. I am in a good space and feel good except for the remnants of the dream.

Comments

[moonskrye.livejournal.com]

i'm glad things are good at the moment and really hope that you will find a job that you will love when this one ends. *hugs* i've missed reading your posts

[demariana.livejournal.com]

Thanks. There has not been that much to post about. Eat, sleep, work, clean. :) That is about it lately.