Dreams

[demariana]

I had a weird dream this morning involving table tennis and trying to beat 2 guys. For some reason I had to win. I thought it was going to be real tennis for some reason. I remember distinctly telling their mom that I had to have a way to kill them since they were invincible or the game would be pointless and to just kill me now. She finally put a spell on my racket so that they would die if I won. She wanted to see the game and such more than anything it seems. There was so much more to this dream but it has all faded. Damnit. It felt significant in some way. Now it is gone. It felt almost spiritual.


I gave blood yesterday. I have not given blood in years. They had an address from 3 moves ago on file. I might try and keep up the giving. Of course giving plasma would make some money. I use to sell my plasma long ago.

I feel disjointed and out of sorts this morning. Very annoying. I want to write but no no idea what to write about. The dreams have left me uneasy. I so do not like this feeling. Maybe a shower will help.

Comments

[danu-2u.livejournal.com]

I don't like feeling out of sorts, either. I hope you feel more balanced soon.

[demariana.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I think part of it is worry about Phaeton's surgery on Monday. Plus the dreams were just weird.