*sighs*

[demariana]

I am depressed. I can feel myself sinking low and only wanting to crawl into bed and sleep. I feel very tired and just blah. I wrapped some presents tonight hoping it would help and all it did was make my back hurt. I am glad I got them wrapped, but all I could think about was how many more I have to do. When it snows that usually makes me feel better, but that is not helping either. I had to go out in it and it did not at a spring to my step or lighten my heart. I just knew it was the big wet snow that will not last. Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow. The bad part is I want to feel jolly and such. I feel myself trying and it is not working. I did not get the recycles out. I did unload and load the dishwasher. I hope to start it before heading to work tomorrow. At least it is only a 1/2 day. Today DRAGGED. It was SLOW, SLOW, SLOW. We are not suppose to look online at stuff. Oh well.

Ok, bathroom then bed I think. Maybe a good dream or 2 will help my mood.