demariana | Monday Morning Blahs

I am awake. I need to start getting ready for work. I so do not want to go of course. I think Mondays are just hard. I had a dream where I was in a swimming class with a bunch of other people and the instructors decided we had to swim nude. They had us sit on the benches and strip. I then had 2 different scenarios go through my head of of how I got into the water. The first was running and diving in, the 2nd was walking calm and collected to the pool and getting in. I like the 2nd one better. I then swam some laps.

My stomach is in knots and I think it is just Monday morning stuff. Last Monday is when I threw up so much.

Ok, time to start getting ready for work. I can do this.