demariana | today so far.

Got R to work, and went to Green's Toyota and got the 7,500 mile tune up. Took about a hour. Then went over and saw friends at the bowling alley. Worried about one. Probably wont be going to the sing tonight. Just dont feel up to it. Worried about myself as well. Will know tomorrow after 4 when I see the doctor. Cant really talk about what I am going to see her for though. Dont have the nerve yet. Well, really the prob is dont have any answers yet. I just dont know. Guess that is why I am going to the doc. There are 2-3 possibilities. If it is one then a decision is going to have to be made. Damn, Damn, Damn, and Damn again.

Heading to the bank soon to get those done. Dont know yet if D is going with or not. Not really sure if I am hungry or not. Home to drive D to work, then to the vet will all 4 cats. *sighs* This could be so bad. Hopefully home after that so I can take a nap or something. Yes my poem is slowly coming true