Random Thoughts

[demariana]

Woke up with a cold and just very tired. Did not sleep well last night. Thinking about going to the Rally today, but thoughts in my head like 'wouldnt want to be a bother' or in the way' keep making me change my mind. I am wondering if I am becoming phobic of going out in groups or something. I seem to be able to talk myself out of doing alot of things. I dont want to make a nuisance of myself, or embarrass anyone. Imagining that noone wants to be around me at all. Might as well curl up and go away. I dont like these thoughts. *shudder*