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Getting some things out
Aug. 17th, 2020 05:54 pm My roommate is driving me up a wall. I know I am more irritable right now and so is she. Combo of *wild hand waving* all this. Today I finally got in to see my dentist. Almost fucked that up. I for some reason had it in my head the appointment was at 3pm... nope 2. They call me at 2 to ask where I was. At least since I could get there in 20 minutes they said it would be ok. Would have sucked to have wasted my time off like that, This tooth has had a temp filling since March of 2019. Was to get a crown but money/life/etc happened. Today 1/2 the actual tooth was cracked and got pulled out of my mouth. more temp filling was done and I get a crown next week. At least I have a credit card and some on my HSA to cover the cost.
While at the dentist the NP called about my sleep study results. All I was able to discuss/hear was that yeah I have sleep apnea rather bad and need to start using my machine again. I HATE the damn thing. I HATE having something on my face. I only have the nose mask and *shudder* I am slowly getting over the panic having something on my mouth/nose because of wearing a mask out in public. I have bad allergies and adding the mask when going out does for me cut down on air flow. Damn it though I do it. Maybe this will make it easier for the cpap. I don't know. The panic is so hard to deal with. Also I sleep on my belly due to pain in my back/knees if I sleep on my back. The last time I used this thing it was really hard to sleep on my stomach.
I just want to curl up and have a nice good cry. I was stupid and read the most recent Jenny-Jinya comic strip. If you have pets, love animals etc and want a good cry go read her stuff. I am just tired. I keep trying and things are not working it seems.
School starts back up this week. Official date is Thursday but one class is already open. I get to take a syllabus quiz and do an intro for some easy points. My 2 classes are Calculus and Macroeconomics. Why yes already stressing about it. At least I wont have to do any papers. I will just need to be able to budget my time better.
Guess that is it for now. Wish I had something nice to write about. Well I did get my BF his bday gift. I hope he likes it.
While at the dentist the NP called about my sleep study results. All I was able to discuss/hear was that yeah I have sleep apnea rather bad and need to start using my machine again. I HATE the damn thing. I HATE having something on my face. I only have the nose mask and *shudder* I am slowly getting over the panic having something on my mouth/nose because of wearing a mask out in public. I have bad allergies and adding the mask when going out does for me cut down on air flow. Damn it though I do it. Maybe this will make it easier for the cpap. I don't know. The panic is so hard to deal with. Also I sleep on my belly due to pain in my back/knees if I sleep on my back. The last time I used this thing it was really hard to sleep on my stomach.
I just want to curl up and have a nice good cry. I was stupid and read the most recent Jenny-Jinya comic strip. If you have pets, love animals etc and want a good cry go read her stuff. I am just tired. I keep trying and things are not working it seems.
School starts back up this week. Official date is Thursday but one class is already open. I get to take a syllabus quiz and do an intro for some easy points. My 2 classes are Calculus and Macroeconomics. Why yes already stressing about it. At least I wont have to do any papers. I will just need to be able to budget my time better.
Guess that is it for now. Wish I had something nice to write about. Well I did get my BF his bday gift. I hope he likes it.
