A good day

I got in today alittle early and went to my dept head and told him that I would not be staying after Nov 30th. In the end it was not even a decision. I know in my heart and head it is time to move on and I can not drag this on another 4 months. My sanity and stress levels are more important than the paycheck. I have plans and ideas. I am smiling more and I know it is not just because of the meds. I admit it is not all light and roses. I have worries and I still have stress. The dread and anger is gone though. I see a path for me.

Plans for December
-Call and research getting into a master's program at UK. Get more info!!!
-Find out if my GRE score is still valid
-Go visit my nieces a couple of times and help my brother out
-Clean and organize some of the house
-Have some alone time to dance around with the music BLARING in the house (grins)
-Get some stuff up on Cheap and/or Freecycle
-Relax and work on some things for myself
-Look for jobs and send out some resumes

It is interesting that when writing down this list the looking for jobs was almost an afterthought. That it is not going to be a main priority at first. I will need to think about it. When I typed it in I was almost thinking that well I have to put that down.

Today I am in the lobby which is nice. 13 days left.

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Side note, I really love this ICON. It is so COOL.

Daily Dose

Today has been a pretty good day. I have gotten all the paperwork done and then some. 14 customers came in and most were very nice. One got very irate because I would not tell him what he wanted to hear. I let that one get to me. I almost had to have the security guard escort him out. The thing that got me upset is that he said, "I was only saying this because it was my job and my company". All I could say is that actually I am out of a job Nov 30th and pointed to one of the signs we have up all over the place. If I had not been so flustered I would have said something along the lines of that because I am a moral and ethical person I am not sabotaging the company even though they are letting us go. I will do this job to the best of my ability up until the very last day. I respect my coworkers and my immediate supervisors and would not do anything to hurt them. Yes my stats are not perfect. I am actually now taking the time to give some explanations that I did not have the time before since I had to meet the call stats. Now I can focus on the customer.