Knots, nuts

I could find out today, but I doubt it. My stomach is in knots though. *shakes* I want to get it but I dont want to get it. Stay at a job and be nice a safe, go out into the big bad job market.

On that note, I must head out to work and get some breakfast.

YAT= Emode Inkblot

I was surprised about this one. Maybe I should retake it.

Denney, your unconscious mind is driven most by Kindness

This means you have a deep desire to be kind and fair to others. You may even be preoccupied with finding kindness in the world around you, far more than you realize on a conscious level.

It is possible that the underlying reason you seek kindness in the world around you, is that you fear cruelty, the opposite of kindness. That could drive you to unconsciously project kindness wherever possible into your world. Regardless of its origin, your steadfast adherence to being kind to others is felt by people you are close to.

You are probably more susceptible than others to being overwhelmed by emotions — both yours and others'. It is possible that your unusually empathic nature is a result of wanting to avoid pain and discomfort, and your desire to help others avoid it as well. For this reason, things might affect you more than they affect your friends and family. To keep your emotions in check, you might want to recognize this in yourself so you can pull back during those times when you start to feel overwhelmed.

But overall, your strong orientation towards kindness gives you an optimistic nature, which translates into you seeing the best in the people around you. Because you're not one to be overly judgmental, others may seek out your company when they need a friend to talk to. People close to you likely know that you care deeply about the inner lives of others and can listen to what they have to say without imposing your views on them.

Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Kindness, there is much more to who you are at your core.

Sick

Came home sick from work today. Head and stomach problems. I asked about the IRP, still no word. Maybe tomorrow. Today was operator appreciation day. We got a bag of stuff, baked potatoes, and cake. They also are having drawings every hour to give away a bunch of stuff. I probably wont get anything though. The one cool thing in the bag was a light. Really nice. When I was asking if we had heard yet one supervisor was like you rascal, you are trying for it? She then said dont tell anyone that I called you a name. I thought it was cute. I use to get nervous that all the supervisors know who I am. Now I am pleased with the fact. I could ask most of them for a reference and get a very good one I think.

I have been eating all day. Nothing is hitting the spot though. Kinda sucks. I just keep munching and munching. The only good thing today was that we went to work out. That was nice.

A truth

For me it helps to improve my mood if I can blow up some things. Tonight it was playing worms. I havent done that in awhile.

Daily Dose

Still feeling ill. Chills, very cold. That is not like me. The house is set at 70 and I am shaking. Also eating and feeling hungry alot. Almost wanted a double burger from wendy's. Red meat sounded very good. I think I will just try to head to bed.

I searched some of the job websites tonight. I also went to a free site to take a typing test. I just wanted an idea about how fast I can type. I average 45-55 WPM. I dont think that is all that bad. I know I type faster when I am just typing out my thoughts. When I have to copy something I am alot slower. It doesnt help that I dont use the ' when I type alot of the time. That hung me up a couple of times.

My biggest problem with writing a resume is actually listing my skills. I know I have skills, just not sure how to present them. Oh well I may not need a resume anyway.

Ok bed now before I head out to get something to eat.