Panic

[demariana]

Woke up at 5:43 in a state of panic. Phaeton wasnt up in bed. I couldnt find my glasses. Felt totally freaked and scared. Remembered that my glasses were probably downstairs. I had woken up at 1:17am thinking it was later. I tossed on my bathrobe, got my glasses and went downstairs at that time. I read some LJ, Ate some junk, went to the bathroom, and then placed my glasses on the coffee table and sat in a recliner to try and sleep. In alittle bit I moved to lay down on the couch. Had a glass of milk sometime as well. At about 2:20am I headed back upstairs to try and sleep again. That brings me back to 5:43am where I woke up again. Felt instantly awake. Thought I was late for work. All sorts of random scary thoughts were in my head. Finally found my glasses and Phaeton downstairs. He decided to sleep on the couch because of his back. I went to the bathroom and heard Jeshua getting up. I had left the light on by accident upstairs when I was searching frantically for my glasses. I headed upstairs after going to the bathroom and Jeshua and I laid down for the small amount of time I still had before the alarm went off.

Now I am up and getting ready for work. Still slightly on edge. Still feeling like something is about to happen. Maybe a shower will help.

Comments

[flyrod.livejournal.com]

Maybe you're getting the jump on Mercury retrograde. ;-)
Mercury turns Retrograde this coming Saturday at 5:38pm Eastern
Daylight Time, and stays that way for approx. 3 weeks, going Direct on Oct. 6th at 5:26pm EDT. Be careful. :-)

[melanie.livejournal.com]

have you had panic attacks before? that "impending doom" feeling sounds familiar.

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[demariana.livejournal.com]

I think I have, but never officially diagnosed. Maybe I will talk to the doctor about it.

[rosepurr.livejournal.com]

I've felt this way before. It can really haunt you all day long. Try to stay busy and focused.