demariana | Bad day

Very bad day today at work. The customers were complete idiots or crank callers. One guy was nice enough to tell me he wanted me find the listing "penis in my mouth" then he and his friend started to laugh and hang up. I was just so fed I off I told him to screw off. An operator next to me looked over at me. Somestimes it just gets to me. I logged off and went to the bathroom. AFter that I could not get in a good headspace. Came home and got Phaeton to go show me the room downstairs, and then cried on his chest, since I am not tall enough to reach his shoulder. Damn the hug felt good. I wanted to cry last night for some reason but it wouldnt come, but today I was able to. It helped some. I just do not want to go in tomorrow. Maybe they will put me on wireless. Doubtful though because it is the start of a new month. *sighs*

I should eat something. No idea what though. Not sure if I am hungry, or if my body will try and throw it up. Stomach in knots at times.