Daily Recap

[demariana]

Kittens are downstairs playing. I feel like I should be spending more time with them. At least they are getting out of the cage and getting exercise. I dont want to get too attached. There is one I would love to keep. I gave them alittle catsip as a treat tonight. I know I would spend more time down there is there was a place to sit, and actually something to do when down there. It is ALOT cooler. Once the new room is built I need to organize the boxes and try and set up some specific areas for other things. I would love to build a laundry set up so I could hang things up when I was taking them out of the dryer. A couple of nice shelves. I think we should get a new living room set and move the sectional down into the basement so if you are down there you can have a place to sit. Ideas and decisions.

I am so tired tonight. I want to go crawl into bed early and sleep. I think of it has to do with be worried and anxious. In sleep I can forget about things. I am also going thru a dont want to be on the internet. I have thoughts to write about here, but fearful about letting things out. I know I could turn off comments, but that to me is chickening out. *sighs* I sometimes wonder if I am slightly bi-polar, of course I know much of this is PMS as well.

Eat, internet, work, eat, internet, sleep. That is my life. Kinda pathetic. There are some bright shiny moments scattered in at times, but there is so much monotony. I need a change, but fear change. I need more fun, but take the easy way out and go online instead. The path of least resistance.

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[roina-arwen.livejournal.com]

You wrote: Eat, internet, work, eat, internet, sleep. That is my life. Kinda pathetic. There are some bright shiny moments scattered in at times, but there is so much monotony... I need more fun, but take the easy way out and go online instead. The path of least resistance.

Me too. Amen to the easy way. ;)