Daily Grind
Jan. 29th, 2002 09:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
demarianaHeadache again. Took a nap on my split, had a bad dream. Woke up feeling sad and alone. Went to search for Jeshua and he wasnt here. Right now he is between assignments for manpower. The car was here, I was worried, no note, he didnt take his phone. I was still recovering from the dream. Jumbled 1/2 awake mess when he walked thru the door. I know I wasnt very polite when he got back. Close to tears. Forgot to tell him about the dream. He just knew I was worried about him.
Got to work on time for the 2nd half. Headache coming and going. Got surplus after one hour. Came home and took a walk hoping it would help. Walked about .75 miles. Still have the headache. Played a card game, watched buffy, headache fading in and out all the time. I dont think I got enough caffiene today. Knee is aching. Just one big mess today. Scale still saying the same weight, stupid scale. Want fatty beef product.
My keyboard is not helping. click, click, click. Yesterday strife spilled my water onto my desk, and I didnt think it got on the keyboard. I was wrong. Now I have to use the backup click click click one. The pounding in my head matches the clicks of the keys.
Tired and sleepy. Worried, stressed, need to relax. Dont have the time. Everything is not my fault. Maybe take a pill or 2 and head to bed. Of course have to get back up for the grind in the morning. Breathing would be good.
Got to work on time for the 2nd half. Headache coming and going. Got surplus after one hour. Came home and took a walk hoping it would help. Walked about .75 miles. Still have the headache. Played a card game, watched buffy, headache fading in and out all the time. I dont think I got enough caffiene today. Knee is aching. Just one big mess today. Scale still saying the same weight, stupid scale. Want fatty beef product.
My keyboard is not helping. click, click, click. Yesterday strife spilled my water onto my desk, and I didnt think it got on the keyboard. I was wrong. Now I have to use the backup click click click one. The pounding in my head matches the clicks of the keys.
Tired and sleepy. Worried, stressed, need to relax. Dont have the time. Everything is not my fault. Maybe take a pill or 2 and head to bed. Of course have to get back up for the grind in the morning. Breathing would be good.
