Someone please restart my brain.

[demariana]

I do not feel well today. I have spent as much as I could in bed. 3 naps so far. I have a sinus headache waging war against a tension headache. My stomach has been at times doing flips, and I wonder if I am running a fever. Just alternating between hot and cold. I hate when I get like this. Shakes are not fun. One of my main problems when I get like this is that I CANNOT make decisions. I cannot setting on something. Nothing seems like the right thing. I can not problem solve or think. It feels like my brain is in a total fog. I get asked questions and I look at the person dumbfounded. It is not pleasant. I am usually pretty good at deciding on things. Good at making plans for stuff to do and how to get things done. Right now I cant think about 5 minutes into the future, let alone 3-5 days. *shivers* I went out with my mom to kmart, trying to remember one thing I needed to buy. I have been needing cottonballs for awhile. Low and behold, I walk out of the store w/o my one thing I needed to buy. I cannot seem to keep hold of a thought for the smallest of time. Then driving home we could have stopped at another store along the way, and I couldnt decide, figured, ok we can stop, no we cant, yes we can. That is when I realized I really just needed to go home and get back into bed. I know I have decisions to make, just not right now. The only thing I have to do is put on my pants in 15 minutes and then go to work. My check is going to suck on the 19th because of today and yesterday. I know though tonight taking calls I will space out in the middle of them. They arent up to my time yet, so I do have to go in. Hopefully I will get some surplus. Damn, I have bills to pay, trash to deal with, meijer shopping trip to plan, house to clean, etc, etc. So much swirling in my head. Wish it would just stop.