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Nov. 25th, 2016 10:19 amI am in such a pissed off mood right now. My body is falling apart and I know it. I have a hard time walking with the arthritis in my knee. I get out of breath easily. My bp and sugar is not doing well. It is not really bad but heading that way. My insurance starts Dec 1st but my good insurance does not start till Jan 1st. I am bleeding where I shouldnt be. At least it is not bad. Just hurts and is annoying. I was suppose to have an appointment today to get biometrics done for work. When I get it done it gives me a $100 toward my FSA for next year. That would be great. Online I was able to make my appt no problem. The problem is that I went to the location and it was closed for the holidays. Corp should have known that. They had it so you could not make an appt on Thursday and they have it so you cant make an appt for Monday 12/26.
I did get the dishes done today and I am thinking about going to the Y. I really just want to crawl back into bed and let the day go by. No idea what to get people for the holidays. UGH. I use to be really good and finding things. The last 3-5 years I have sucked. Use to like going out the day after thanksgiving but that has not been the case for a couple of years. Not having money will do that.
Another thing I planned to get done today was call and pay on/off some medical bills that have been around for a bit. It was last year when I had to do an er visit with crappy insurance. Of course they are closed now as well. FUCK! One is only open 9-4 M-F and closed 12-1. I work 8-5 and have my lunch 12-1. So no way to really call and talk to them. Oh well.
This day has just sucked all around and it is not even 10:30. There is more but just writing about things is even making me more depressed. I am at times trying to be Pollyanna about it. Well this is bad but not as bad as it could be and this is good. That is just pissing me off. I just want to be pissed off. Get it out of my system and not have it go into a deep depression.
I did get the dishes done today and I am thinking about going to the Y. I really just want to crawl back into bed and let the day go by. No idea what to get people for the holidays. UGH. I use to be really good and finding things. The last 3-5 years I have sucked. Use to like going out the day after thanksgiving but that has not been the case for a couple of years. Not having money will do that.
Another thing I planned to get done today was call and pay on/off some medical bills that have been around for a bit. It was last year when I had to do an er visit with crappy insurance. Of course they are closed now as well. FUCK! One is only open 9-4 M-F and closed 12-1. I work 8-5 and have my lunch 12-1. So no way to really call and talk to them. Oh well.
This day has just sucked all around and it is not even 10:30. There is more but just writing about things is even making me more depressed. I am at times trying to be Pollyanna about it. Well this is bad but not as bad as it could be and this is good. That is just pissing me off. I just want to be pissed off. Get it out of my system and not have it go into a deep depression.
