Interesting Dream

It of course is fading. I really should have gotten out of bed at 5:30 when I woke up with it fresh in my mind.

I was on Earth but the time of the dream was sometime in the future. I had fallen in love with a beautiful woman and we were living together. Her name was Tracy or Stacy. People were trying to tell me that she was an alien and would be rounded up. At some point they came for us and testing. We went into the machine to test if someone was an alien together. We laid down side by side on the conveyor belt took us into the machine for testing. Each part was weird. At one point though my love started to scream. She was being burned and hurt by one part of the testing. They finally got us out of there as she started to throw up blood and blood was coming out of other places as well. I was holding here and the pulled me away as they tried to save her. Yes they found out she was an alien but I think the machine was not suppose to kill/hurt/maim even the aliens. This was an unexpected reaction. They kept working on her. I crawled over to her and said let me see her I need to go into her dream. I then put my hands into(?) or on her and drifted into her mind and her dreams. She was whole in her dream of course and we for a short time pretended in the dream that everything was ok. I kept pushing her to come back. Then another woman showed up who took me aside and told me you know you she has to go? You need to let her go. I started to cry deep racking sobs as I faced the fact that I had to let my love die. She had to leave. It was not right to keep her there just for me. I turned to her and held her close in the dream and told her to go. I slowly came out of her dream to hold her as she died. The techs were around and still trying at times to do something. They were apologizing some were also crying. I did hear more than once people saying "This was not suppose to happen". I looked up into the beautiful night sky seeing the stars as she died. The stars that matched the sky in the dream.

There was more imagery and it was a very vivid dream.

Spring Fever

I am finding it very hard to get up the will to go back to work at 1pm. I had to run home for an early lunch. Now in 1 hour I have to head back. I love my job, but the day is just so nice out today. I have had enough good calls to make up for the woman who said to me, "you can speak to me or you can hang up". I was asking to speak to the owner, and I think she is the owner's wife. Makes me want to make sure that I never darken their business door at all. Very annoying that one person can ruin a good mood. Just throws a storm cloud over the lovely people I have talked to today. I wish I did not remember the bad ones more than the good ones. 90% of the people I call are nice and pleasant. The 10% is what I remember though. *sighs* Off to find some lunch I think. Not that hungry though.