Morning

Today is going to be a craptastic day with some bright spots thrown in if I can wake up enough to get on with the day. My cough is more productive so that is a good thing even though it fricking hurts. I am slowly waking up. Took some nyquil last night helped me to sleep thru the night, as well as grabbing a couch pillow so I could sit up some in the bed.

Jeshua took me out to cracker barrel last night for a late dinner. I so wanted good biscuits. Very yummy. We then wandered over to Meijer and looked around. There plus sized clothing section SUCKS! Very few racks. Jeshua did find a pair of shoes since his other ones are hurting is toes. Hopefully these will work for him. He also got me a new pair of shoes since I had destroyed mine when I went to Columbus. I have the new ones on now. One way help heal plantar fascitis is to wear shoes while inside. I so hate this. I prefer to kick off my shoes, (and usually my pants) the instant I come home and walk in the door. He got me a pair of Dr scholls slip ons with a slight heel. They were the only brand I could find that had a wide width. But they are nice and feel good. We shall see.

I could so crawl back into bed again. I think the Kroger run will be done tomorrow morning. Icky day outside so matches my icky mood. I will get better though. I always do. Plus Jeshua is making waffles! yummy.

Bed Time

I should be in bed but I am afraid of laying down and coughing my fool head off. I can feel the meds starting to work and making my slightly loopy. I could like this feeling way too much I think.

When I was at the doctor the scale hit the big 300. Almost burst into tears. It is a number I never wanted to see. Now I can do one of 2 things. Start my work out plans and just work at it and change my life. 2nd option- eat and eat and eat and have no life worth living. Too many friends and family and too much fun ahead to do the 2nd option even though it would be the easier. So much easier. I would be letting down so many people. The most important one being myself.

I am hoping the 101 list will help me get some good routines going. A bunch of them require a month long commitment. Maybe after a month I will not want to stop. That is part of the plan. And if I mess up and have to start over, it means that I get another shot and do it even longer. I wondered about purposely messing up on day 28 so that I could start another month with the goal.

I think when I set something for a week it will be Sunday-Sat. And when I say a month it means 30 days in a row. or for something that says a month that is not every day (like makeup for the weekdays) it needs to be a total of 20 days.

Anyone want to go see Driving Miss Daisy with me?

Ok, time to bed. meds are really kicking in.