Fuck this shit

So he isnt going into the 72 hour hold. Doesnt matter that he is going to be alone most of the days and nights for the next month at least. He is just going to wait. He has waited years, he can wait a little longer until people let down their guard again. Doesn't matter that he took all the pills he had left one of meds because he knows it will put him to sleep. He would so love to just go to sleep and not wake up. If he had more he would have taken them. I am so worried and pissed right now.

Origins

I have so many choices on games to play at origins. The hard part is going to be fitting them all in. I have gone thru the descriptions and picked out some good canidates since I cant play Dragonstorm all the time. :) They are not running enough games.

Some of my choices:
Life Sized Kill Dr. Lucky, and other Cheapass games
Mille Bornes
Any of the Catans, they are even running a super catan with all the games but the starfarers in one HUGE game.
Killer Bunnie and the Quest for the Magic Carrot
Reach out and Smack Someone
Ricochet Robot
Hell Rails

Most of these are table top games. I am also trying to decide about learning some more role playing games. I may just stick to the table top ones between Dragonstorm so I can get some food and other things. They normally run shorter. Some games are scheduled for 5 and 6 hours.

I am such a geek at times though. I laid out my schedule to see what free time I would have and then went thru the schedule of games to see what would fit. I do plan to go to an origins newbie panel. That is going to be from 9-11:30 on sat.

Decisions and ideas.

Kroger Experience

We stopped at Kroger today on the way from getting Jeshua from work. They have a pretty good sale. I really dislike that they dont list ALOT of what they have on sale in their ads. The cashier forgot to take off my coupons. They took them to the customer service desk and she scanned them and gave me the money. That was nice. I saved $10.80 in coupons and $28.79 on the kroger plus card. After taking off the coupons from my total I spent $38.73, and a total savings of $39.59. :) We got some chips, canned cat food, milk, choc milk, quilted northern, and some soda. WE got a total of 57 items. :) And I was good I put blinders on going past the sticker machine!!