I Cant Say

I cant say anything good.
I cant say anything right.
I will just keep it all inside
bottled up nice and tight.

I will be the ray of sunshine
I will be the light of day.
Noone needs to know the darkness
that clouds my day and night

Everyone knows that fat girls dont cry
so I will hide my tears and fears
and be the jolly one
just screaming when noone hears.

Mail Call

I love the fact that our mail comes most days before noon. Today we got the electric bill. We are on the budget plan which is nice. Next month is settle up month, so we shouldnt have to owe anything since we have a credit of $35 once I pay this bill. Our credit would have been bigger, but I lowered our budget 2 months ago, when I noticed it would be over. I know they will readjust our budget next month.
Now for the 5 cool things in today's mail. I got another Walden $5 GC. and 2 frequently friskies coupons to get free bags of cat food. That reminds me, I need to send away for another one since I have gathered enough points to do it. Damn, just read the program will be discontinued as of 12/31. I might be able to get 3 more coupons before then. And the last 2 things were DVDs. We got Fortress and Beetlejuice! Now just waiting on From Dusk till dawn 2/3 and Mortal Kombat.

Hope everyone is having a day, and making it as good as you can.

Cold

Shakes and shivers
Teeth are chattering
bundled up in blankets
still no relief.
Cold so very cold
hot so very hot
both alternating
both affecting me.
Achy and sore
I am well no more

Yes I think I am coming down with what is going around at work. This sucks because I cant really call in sick, unless I can get it under FMLA, and that is so fucking hard to get approved. I will just have to suffer. Maybe I will lose my voice. That would make it hard to work. *giggles*